what has become of me?
with the sun's absence, i felt that i have won.
thoughts tend to crash over when you have come across them;
therefore, i stay awake when people are asleep.

no memories = no worries

i've isolated myself from reality
and wandered deep in the realms of technology.
but somehow, it has a way of
bringing information faster, though not effectively,
out and into our knowledge. i hate it.

i don't know why i just can't look forward and strive for
my own sense of greatness, disregarding the past...

things are not bad as i make it seem.
my brain is just a pain in the ass, goodnight.

some days are better than others.
from the moment you open your senses,
to the very first stretch,
you'd know it's a good day.

life has been good to me. as much as i'm struggling to get priorities in accord, life has been patient.
i'm dropping my music class--i know its a waste of time and money. but i'd rather waste money than waste effort. i know where i want to go. i know what i want to do. it just feels like instead of getting there, i'm losing focus and motivation. as far as school goes, i'm working on it.

and lesbians,
they tease.

i'd have crazy days, and i'd have chill days.
but more than anything, i'd like to have my time for myself. sometimes.

ps. lesbians tease.

i miss iris m***** cunanan

iris is sprung.
kind of like marshmallow on a hot cocoa, only better.
like the immediate consumption of it, with the foam on top.


nothing is new with me, nothing worth of blogging about.
but im ready to talk to girls.

once more,

 i don't capitalize my letter "i'' because i is rebellious.
i tries to keep modesty and confidence in harmony.
Unlike anything--anyone that embraces the glory of capitalization,
i remains cool;
  walking with its' head down
      peripherals focused ahead,
never wanting more.

Everybody has an alter-ego.

i is great.
What you don't Know is greater.

We are not too young to be thinking about life.
We are not too old to be immature.
where do We exist?

in the beginning and after life. haha




i find it funny how inhumanity to some may be the most humane behavior in existence.
vegetarians for example,
i saw an ad depicting their view on humans eating animals (well in this case, pork and chicken eggs):
a girl looking sickly is about to take a bite of her breakfast when the narrator asked her about her breakfast.
they then showed chickens in cages and a cow that is about to be slaughtered. pretty sad...
BUT WHAT THE FUCK
the most natural thing that you can ever think of besides sex and reproduction is animals eating animals!
i don't know why i sound like this.
i miss poultry, beef, pork, and most esp. chicken.
2 more weeks and i will be eating you soon.

Current Mood: hungry

as long as i,
they will be.
at least i cry,
i'll just be me.